Embrace!
Everyone needs a little embrace.An embrace in which you breathe,melt, drown in the sadness,complain,giggle,argue,fight,become happy everything in the world.For me that is the mother's embrace.Some times it may be true and some times not really.How can you get past the enormous love once you got from your mother's embrace.
Today I was talking to my mother and all of a sudden she became so emotional.I wont say I did not feel that emotion because I can imagine what pain she is going through without me.What she said today sounded a little uncouth to me in the beginning ,however when she elaborated it ,I felt how sad she must have been at that moment.She said to me that,even though she is a human mother but her life has become like a dog who gives birth to her kids and after few years she has no relation,no connection with the born puppies at all.
This is more or less true.It has been 13 years that I departed from my mother.In this period I saw her 3 times ,every time for few days.Now she is 66 years old and not very healthy.I dont wish her a long life, if for any reason she becomes unable to take care of her self.In that case how many more times will I see her in my life time? May be 2-3 times.
It makes me sad to even think that I have already lost her being around me all the time ,and now just the thought of losing her forever makes my eyes water.I am not with her when she needs me the most.She is not with me when I need her embrace the most.
Today I was talking to my mother and all of a sudden she became so emotional.I wont say I did not feel that emotion because I can imagine what pain she is going through without me.What she said today sounded a little uncouth to me in the beginning ,however when she elaborated it ,I felt how sad she must have been at that moment.She said to me that,even though she is a human mother but her life has become like a dog who gives birth to her kids and after few years she has no relation,no connection with the born puppies at all.
This is more or less true.It has been 13 years that I departed from my mother.In this period I saw her 3 times ,every time for few days.Now she is 66 years old and not very healthy.I dont wish her a long life, if for any reason she becomes unable to take care of her self.In that case how many more times will I see her in my life time? May be 2-3 times.
It makes me sad to even think that I have already lost her being around me all the time ,and now just the thought of losing her forever makes my eyes water.I am not with her when she needs me the most.She is not with me when I need her embrace the most.
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