My Mother!
Today I talked to my mother.She seemed happy and healthy.She seemed very excited as my day of arrival is so close now.She just can't wait to see me.And how will she not.Every mother loves her child and as usual I think my relationship with my mother is very special .It is nothing like everyone else.It is way beyond my imagination and her place is reserved in a very special spot of my heart where no one can even think of peeping.
Some one said to me one day "God knows how your parents corrected your mistakes ,or they even corrected your mistakes,but some one has to tell you that ,and correct your mistakes."
And I thought this is such a big allegation on a child and parent relationship.I may not know lots of things but that cant be blamed on my parents or my upbringing.May be it was my fault that I turned out this way.
However in my heart I know my parents never talked rudely to me .I also made mistakes like anyone else but was always explained in a gentle way.My mother never scolded me ever.She understood me so well and was always there to help me and accept me with all my drawbacks.
Anyway that is not the point why I am sitting right now to write this blog.What she said today was very painful and heart aching.She said that most likely this will be the last time she will see me.And all of a sudden it occurred me ,may be she is right.The rate at which I go to India ,may be I wont see her anymore.I could not talk to her after that .I was so emotional at the thought of losing my mother ever in my life.Anytime I am unhappy or sad I turn to her ,but after her I will have no one to wipe off my tears when I am sad and feel lonely.
Some one said to me one day "God knows how your parents corrected your mistakes ,or they even corrected your mistakes,but some one has to tell you that ,and correct your mistakes."
And I thought this is such a big allegation on a child and parent relationship.I may not know lots of things but that cant be blamed on my parents or my upbringing.May be it was my fault that I turned out this way.
However in my heart I know my parents never talked rudely to me .I also made mistakes like anyone else but was always explained in a gentle way.My mother never scolded me ever.She understood me so well and was always there to help me and accept me with all my drawbacks.
Anyway that is not the point why I am sitting right now to write this blog.What she said today was very painful and heart aching.She said that most likely this will be the last time she will see me.And all of a sudden it occurred me ,may be she is right.The rate at which I go to India ,may be I wont see her anymore.I could not talk to her after that .I was so emotional at the thought of losing my mother ever in my life.Anytime I am unhappy or sad I turn to her ,but after her I will have no one to wipe off my tears when I am sad and feel lonely.
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