Personality Crisis
I do not know when and how I got into this situation, but as far as I remember, it has not been more that 3-4 years back when I was a free spirit like a bird. I always felt that I am the best and I have no demerits, impossible word never existed in my dictionary. Perhaps because parents do not normally point out the drawbacks as criticism and they only know how to encourage. May be that is not the right way to do, but for me at least that always worked as miracle. It is different that I made their dreams sour and could not keep up with their hopes. Still I was always confident that I have potential to do any thing I wanted. I was always happy, laughing and tension free. My laughter was contagious at times. However, things have changed lately. I have lost all the confidence I had. As if any thing I will do, will make some one or the other unhappy and irritable. I have lost confidence in my communication skills, so much so that I just want to be quiet all the time. I always have the fe...