Two Months of my Surgery!
Today it is the second month of my surgery.Physically I feel much better.Emotionally and mentally I feel broken.I feel I have no meaning to my life.My life was already worthless as I never felt appreciated for what I do.The moment I realize my kids do not need me any more I will have no purpose in my life.Everyone's life will keep going on as it is. After the recent health problem I am always in fear that anything big can happen to me anytime.After a certain age women are already prone to get lots of hormonal problems and so will I.I am not being hypochondriac but the fear of being a burden on my husband makes me sick to my heart.I do not want to live for that day. I never felt I belong here .At times I feel so startled by the realization that how little attachment I have with everyone. The only person I feel the most attached with right now, is my youngest daughter.When ever I try to think of someone I can not live without , I can think of no one.I thought I will always feel co...