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Today I lost the most important person of my life: MY MOTHER. I am here in the USA, in disbelief that the word "maa" is deleted from my vocabulary now.My "maa" is gone.The word which was once the only word I knew, the word I learnt first ,the word I started my every sentence with is ,completely wiped out of my dictionary. I dont know where she is, but I dont want to be sad either because I feel she is standing beside me.My brain cant accept the fact that she is no more.I am not able to force my self to believe that I can not see her anymore,I can not feel her anymore,I can not hear her anymore. Till the last moment I will have this complain with her that she did not wait  for me a little longer.I was going to come to her in 36 days,I was coming to see her in the village,I told her that with so much excitement ,but she still did not wait for me.She left without seeing me. Now who will embrace me with open arms ,who will hug me, who will give me water first an...