The Big Guilt!
May 1st, 2014 was the day when for the first time I had the realization of my health problem.I went to the emergency that night.Even though I needed to see the doctor so badly it never happened.Only a nurse practitioner could see me and I was sent back home with some treatment and few suggestions, most important being ,"see your doctor as soon as possible". Since then so much happened ,I had to go through surgery and now luckily I am recovering. So far I have paid several hundred dollars for that emergency visit,nonetheless it dosent seem to come to an end.Every other week I get one bill.I am wondering when will the bills stop coming.The bills rankle me more because I did not get any treatment.Just because it was an emergency there is so much hype. That is not only monetary,but emotionally too it is very distressing.I already feel so guilty for causing trouble to my family in every way.On top of that,with every bill my guilt feeling goes one no...