My Views and Ideas: Life and Parenting

Happy marriage anniversary to me ! I am wishing myself as no one else wished me ,as a matter of fact I did not take anyone's wish ..I kept my phone on mute and did not pick up even a single call. I do not regret as I do not feel anything in my heart.In last couple of days I  have been trying  to seclude myself from everyone.Not as a matter of choice,but as a necessity.I did not know before  that there are ways to seclude your self from anyone you want . Right  ow I am reading a novel from Erich Segal ,"Doctors".It is a  very engaging novel about a bunch of doctors ,their medical school,ups and downs of medical profession.It is a very thick novel and I am still half way though.However once the novel is in my hand I forget everything.It keeps my mind off of certain thoughts.

How kids grow so fast and have their own identity is hard to believe.At times it feels like time is flying and it sure is. On the other hand when I am depressed I feel like why dont I just get up one day and find that my kids are already grown up and are ready to roll without bothering me at all. My daughter who is 6 years old is going through a phase in her life where she has started feeling the peer pressure already.Some of her friends some times wear a little make-up and so now she also wants to wear all her make up such as lipstick ,lip liner and hair band and leggings etc-etc ,there is long list of things to do for her. It all started with a small remark from her friend about her looks .My daughter has short hair.So may be because of that  one day one of her friends told her that she looks like a boy.Since that day She tries her best to look like a girl in every possible way she can.Now she is completely against getting a hair cut,she will not wear jeans or pants . It see...