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Fear of Driving!

I took driving lessons in 2005.I took  these lessons couple of times ,took the driving test and strangely passed in first attempt too. Got my driving license ,all done.Now people must be  thinking I must be an experienced driver by now.Ironically this is not true.I  drove around for couple of days after getting the license and stopped driving altogether all of a sudden.I developed a strange fear of driving that I am not able to overcome yet. Today after 9 years  I was behind the wheels again taking driving lessons  and I was very scared to drive.I could overcome this fear after few minutes but the moment the lesson was about to end I was back to square one.I feel frustrated right now,I have zero confidence in my driving ability.I cant not convince my self that I cant drive. The strangest fear I have is that what if I fail this time too.What if I wont be able to drive again after these lessons.The frustration is at such a height that I can not focus at any th...

"doctors" the Novel.

So I finally finished the novel.There is the feeling of accomplishment as I have never read this thick novel before.What I concluded from the novel is , that if this is the life of doctors it is really tough.It was a kind of emotional roller coaster for readers too . Platonic relationship between a man and a woman  can bring a whole lot of change in their lives.While reading this novel  I so badly wanted Laura and Barney to get together and take their relationship beyond just being  friends,and when they really did it, I felt  like a big heart ache has gone away.All other characters were more or less insignificant to me. Life is too short to take a single day for granted.Everyday starts with a new hope,  new desires and new feeling of worthiness.Your existence should be acknowledged.Feeling of being wanted gives immense pleasure and  the opposite brings sadness in our lives .Laura never felt capable enough to find a good man until Barney made her feel h...